Missing her missing shoe

Just got back from Medan, Indonesia. Haven’t sleep the whole day waiting for tomorrow morning flight back to Sibu, Sarawak, which is my sweet lovely home, very exciting, this will be the longest period I’m going to be at home, and there are lots of plan ahead me when I’m home, got to get myself a good schedule.

Leaving Medan is missing girl friend time. Well, she was right, if we met, we met 24/7, seeing each other for the whole day, but if we depart, we will not see each for months Seems like I got no choice but to get marry before I start my career. I mean, if I start my career, I won’t be able to take a sudden week or a few weeks leave all the time to go and meet her, same goes to her too

Speaking of home, once I stepped back in this house, I notice that my chocolate-colored boot was missing! Got damn it, who the fuck so free came to the house and stole one fucking shoe? My new shoe, just wore it for a few month and I lose it. Well, it might attract Indian or Malay or even some African around here, that kind of style. I don’t think the idiot landlord will throw it, last time I went back home for 2 weeks without missing but this time

Damn! All of the sudden, my money can’t stand in my wallet for longer period

This that those again

Don’t know what to blog now, my girl friend just off to airport and now safely at her own cozy home. Feeling kind of “heavy”, so didn’t do much thing today but blog some paid post Just to make sure she or me can fly to each other town next time.

Anyway, been thinking to change my flight schedule and go back Sibu early now, but I think it’s just a waste of money, why don’t just stay here and see what can I do. Well, as far as I concern there is still this project haven’t finish, it’s a group work, that’s why it will be easily re-schedule and keep re-scheduling People just can’t get more punctual, well, they punctual in some particular situation though, or should I say, people? I mean, if this project failed, I’m the one to blame, but if this project succeed, everyone will be rewarded, sigh, human still can’t stop pointing finger to others

Planning to go to my girl friend place within this week, hopefully some people know what is punctual now, if this evening I can get some news, I can of course go to my girl friend place in no time But if I can’t get it, I’m dead here alone for weeks to go, God please help!

Am I doing great with what I have

I always ask myself this question in a period of time. To upgrade myself or to remind myself or my ability on something. But everytime when I asked myself this question, I don’t know how to answer in a more precise way, because there are always good and bad, and bad are more than good though.

I’m still looking for the reason of being that bad, I don’t think it caused by the laziness I have with me though, although I’m lazy, but I tried my best to make it perfect, as perfect as possible from my ability and my finance. But still thing doesn’t goes the way I want. Well, it’s the fact that thing don’t go the way one’s want, but to change is how one survive in this world.

It’s the challenge that makes a person growth, but it is also the reason one’s falls, of course I don’t want to fall because of this, but hell, how to challenge 24/7/365 for the rest of my life? Although planning for a less challenge for the future is the key and the dream of everyone, but the challenge before head is the biggest obstacle, how to over come it?

My idea, over come it as it is. I have no idea what I’m talking here, kind of in the mood now, but it doesn’t mean I’m going to give up anything, instead, I think I should take more initiative and innovative way to over come all the obstacles.