I don’t blog here anymore, guess it’s time to take time, money and blogging a little serious than I do all this while

It was really a long time I didn’t login here and blog. All of the sudden, I wanted to get use of this keyboard and felt like want to type something, so here I am in Writing category Well, well, well, this holidays wasn’t as my expected, it was really boring holidays, well, always boring holidays, but this will be the longest and the most boring holidays, been planning to use it wisely and start it tomorrow, from waking up ealier

The time now is 12.36am, I’m open a movie but never watch it, instead I’m just surfing around for something I don’t know what. According to my plan for this holiday, what I’m surfing should be related to Facebook, Flash and Friendster, which is newly came in. I wanted to learn more about creating application for both Facebook and Friendster, heh, I’m sure if I can manage to create application for both these social network site, I’ll have tons of websites adveritsement opportunity

About this Macbook, I think I will update it to 10.4.8 soon, since I’ve been using 10.4.8 for almost a year and it run really smooth, even the Safari, now in 10.4.6 the Safari playing trick and anger with me, damn! Nothing is perfect, nothing…

Just got back from Medan, Indonesia. Haven’t sleep the whole day waiting for tomorrow morning flight back to Sibu, Sarawak, which is my sweet lovely home, very exciting, this will be the longest period I’m going to be at home, and there are lots of plan ahead me when I’m home, got to get myself a good schedule.

Leaving Medan is missing girl friend time. Well, she was right, if we met, we met 24/7, seeing each other for the whole day, but if we depart, we will not see each for months Seems like I got no choice but to get marry before I start my career. I mean, if I start my career, I won’t be able to take a sudden week or a few weeks leave all the time to go and meet her, same goes to her too

Speaking of home, once I stepped back in this house, I notice that my chocolate-colored boot was missing! Got damn it, who the fuck so free came to the house and stole one fucking shoe? My new shoe, just wore it for a few month and I lose it. Well, it might attract Indian or Malay or even some African around here, that kind of style. I don’t think the idiot landlord will throw it, last time I went back home for 2 weeks without missing but this time

Damn! All of the sudden, my money can’t stand in my wallet for longer period

Don’t know what to blog now, my girl friend just off to airport and now safely at her own cozy home. Feeling kind of “heavy”, so didn’t do much thing today but blog some paid post Just to make sure she or me can fly to each other town next time.

Anyway, been thinking to change my flight schedule and go back Sibu early now, but I think it’s just a waste of money, why don’t just stay here and see what can I do. Well, as far as I concern there is still this project haven’t finish, it’s a group work, that’s why it will be easily re-schedule and keep re-scheduling People just can’t get more punctual, well, they punctual in some particular situation though, or should I say, people? I mean, if this project failed, I’m the one to blame, but if this project succeed, everyone will be rewarded, sigh, human still can’t stop pointing finger to others

Planning to go to my girl friend place within this week, hopefully some people know what is punctual now, if this evening I can get some news, I can of course go to my girl friend place in no time But if I can’t get it, I’m dead here alone for weeks to go, God please help!

It is again, time to plan something, plan my schedule back to something else. Nowadays, honestly I don’t do anything according to my schedule, so I missed and late on some house work and workshop, I hate the feeling now, the feeling of wasting my time and others time especially. And why am I still here now? Cause I did not follow my schedule again.

This is holidays, after 4 months studying, this is the holiday I’ve been waiting for when the semester started, but then, it doesn’t mean I can sleep late at night too, but I still doing so for no reason Although I’ve been really really bored out when studying, keeping myself in a small room, but I think I’d used to this situation, some people start calling me a “Home-Boy” in a bad way But I don’t mind though, a “Home-Boy” can be like me is something to proud of though, I mean I earn money and spend money at home, who the heck can do this here?!

Anyway, there are some sudden project, well, a project changes for precise, but I think this project, the new and rearranged project will WORK, and I’m going to make it work like magic!

Holidays always make me mess around with my schedule and life. Suddenly I have no direction on what to do and what not to do, I just do whatever I think it is fine for me now, so my time table and everything is a mess now, don’t ask why.

Last night I sleep at 5.00am which is very very rare for me since I started this semester, now I’m in the middle of the night again, which I have no idea what to do so I logged in here to blog with my mood! Heh, it’s been quite some times since I last logged in here

Anyway, I just installed this Macromedia Flash MX version 7.0 which I wanted to master it now, but I have no direction, either master the web developing or just simply animation. Cause both are going to take a long time to master it, for now I tried to make some animation, which is very very time consuming! Every frame every second every movement need to adjust Or if I go for web developing, I will need to get more and more ActionSCript knowledge or maybe not Whatever it is, I’ll try to make at least one animation first and then go for web developing.

It’s middle of the night now, tomorrow morning and afternoon I have a schedule to do something, but I don’t think I can do it on morning, afternoon is a must, as I’ve promised my boss to go Ok, good night for myself and hopefully I can wake up in the morning as well

I always ask myself this question in a period of time. To upgrade myself or to remind myself or my ability on something. But everytime when I asked myself this question, I don’t know how to answer in a more precise way, because there are always good and bad, and bad are more than good though.

I’m still looking for the reason of being that bad, I don’t think it caused by the laziness I have with me though, although I’m lazy, but I tried my best to make it perfect, as perfect as possible from my ability and my finance. But still thing doesn’t goes the way I want. Well, it’s the fact that thing don’t go the way one’s want, but to change is how one survive in this world.

It’s the challenge that makes a person growth, but it is also the reason one’s falls, of course I don’t want to fall because of this, but hell, how to challenge 24/7/365 for the rest of my life? Although planning for a less challenge for the future is the key and the dream of everyone, but the challenge before head is the biggest obstacle, how to over come it?

My idea, over come it as it is. I have no idea what I’m talking here, kind of in the mood now, but it doesn’t mean I’m going to give up anything, instead, I think I should take more initiative and innovative way to over come all the obstacles.

Although I’ll have to go to college tomorrow to submit up my work, but I would like to announce that I’m in holiday NOW! Yes, got everything printed in order and everything bind and on and on about the assignment, I got nothing left, but to concentrate on two thing, first, of course, the blogging make money, second, the viral contest I helped someone to run.

Blogging for me, is to express myself and make money on the other hand, I’m quite happy to see the visitors and comments I have had on my blog, not only the money I like, of course it’s one of the objective I blog, but not totally for money only though. I think I will keep blogging for money until the day ends itself It’s just too easy to make money on blogging, everyone can do it and do it easily

Viral contest, it’s something quite a big thing for me though, I was hired as a freelance webmaster-mind, which I need to constantly update myself on the internet world, to make sure something new, we’re the first to make it. It’s easy, I visit thousand of sites everyday and seeing million of new things everyday as well, but to get most out of there, I need to take note and attention to something that is new, which I need energy now Back to the viral thingy, it’s a contest that everyone can join to win something, at the same time, it is somehow, an advertising. Everyone looking for ways to advertise their product in an affordable way. I don’t know if I can make this viral contest a success of my life or not

Well, just one anyway, going to finish it tonight and have a nice nice sleep tonight Although I got a nice sleep last night, but I demand and desperate for those good night sleep WITH sweet dream too!

Anyway, been thinking to get myself a name card, with the position of graphic designer, I think I should give myself some confidence than keep telling myself that I’m still a student. I’ve been a student, a graphic student to be precise, for the past 3 years and I think I have at least polished up my design skill now, if my skill stop at 3 years ago, I should bang my head against the wall now!

So… My question, what will my name be? Well, at least a theme for myself

Finally I got my debit card after a month waiting for it Now I can finally withdraw my money from PayPal, all my hard earned money will be in my bank account within week But thing is, I need to wait for the PIN number first, I think I’ll just wait until the debit card thing is fully settle and start withdraw money from PayPal! Can’t wait to experience it!

Anyway, spent most of my morning and afternoon cleaning my room and helping my friend on his assignment, well, at least it fulfill my time though, although I have a little assignment to touch up, but I scheduled it to tomorrow so at least I got things to do next few days