I always ask myself this question in a period of time. To upgrade myself or to remind myself or my ability on something. But everytime when I asked myself this question, I don’t know how to answer in a more precise way, because there are always good and bad, and bad are more than good though.
I’m still looking for the reason of being that bad, I don’t think it caused by the laziness I have with me though, although I’m lazy, but I tried my best to make it perfect, as perfect as possible from my ability and my finance. But still thing doesn’t goes the way I want. Well, it’s the fact that thing don’t go the way one’s want, but to change is how one survive in this world.
It’s the challenge that makes a person growth, but it is also the reason one’s falls, of course I don’t want to fall because of this, but hell, how to challenge 24/7/365 for the rest of my life? Although planning for a less challenge for the future is the key and the dream of everyone, but the challenge before head is the biggest obstacle, how to over come it?
My idea, over come it as it is. 
I have no idea what I’m talking here, kind of in the mood now, but it doesn’t mean I’m going to give up anything, instead, I think I should take more initiative and innovative way to over come all the obstacles.
