Holidays are here

Done! Sat on my examination this afternoon, although I missed a few chapters last night, but those chapters are just… Useless! None of the questions are those chapters I read whole night, instead chapters that I read this morning before sitting on the examination room.

Anyway, the point here is, holidays now! I can somewhat announce that I’m in holiday now, no more assignments to rush and so on. Well, I need a few touch up on one assignment though, but it’s just a touch up, not consider as an assignment at all. And most importantly, I booked my ticket back home next 2 weeks! I should have check my schedule, I took a 2 day workshop on 30 November and 1 December, which make me have to stay here until then No worries, I get back home on 2 December! Yaho~!!!

Stupid late night study

This might be the first and last time to study late night, because it doesn’t go into my mind at ALL! I don’t know why I’m wasting my time study something that don’t goes into my mind, and I keep it up so hard, still fail and I think I just go like this to college and sit for my exam tomorrow morning! Oh… It’s later this morning! Double the fuck!

It’s been don’t know how long I didn’t sit for any examination, so long that I almost forgot how to exam actually, I don’t know how to sit still, be quiet and write my answer and what more, I can’t believe whatever I might write down is the answer, the fucking ANSWER! Tell me, what is this exam for? For my understanding of this subject? Why would I if I don’t even like this subject? Why? Why? Why? Fuck the why, it’s a compulsory subject, so I have to understand the subject, simple!

And now I’m totally regret for not taking serious into this subject, which is some how, easy. I never even try to take attention in the class, but sleep, yes, I did that again after a couple of years. So, I did take attention when the semester started just to make sure I’m serious in my study, I listen and pay 100 percent attention just to make sure I don’t miss any word out of the lecturer mouth, after the week break, I’m off to my own wonderland doing something I don’t know what, perhaps, wasting my time?

Damn now, I’m pretty sure I’m going to fail this subject tomorrow, but I’m going to do anything to make the lecturer give me another change, I don’t mind PX (Pass with extra assignment) mark as well, as long as I don’t have to re-take this subject (Read: Sit for exam) and pay a shit load of thousand ringgit again!